I wanted to write about what happened the other night. And no, it’s not about a good night (if you know what I mean) nothing obscene, inappropriate or containing any explicit content whatsoever. Anyway, I figured I should just skip to the essence of this post -which is nothing but uh.. just an update of what I did recently.

This is a constructional model of a house, a group project of four, Meera, Cindy, and Danang, lead by me. It was pretty much a pain in the ass to figure out the construction. We had to re-construct the building and strip off the building to show the construction, much like a reverse engineering. Haha, did I just made it sound very technical and geekishly cool? Maybe, yes, depends on how you see it. Anyway, I always think engineering is cool. heheh.

Click the image above if you prefer bigger things.

So I have one week holidays now. I do have some assignments to do, nothing much. Just atleast 20 sketches of details and some boring stuffs. And also maybe think about my studio but that’s not really important. oh yeaa, Autocad too, …I think.

In times like these, it’s easy to feel depressed. Both when I’m stressed about work, and stressed about not having much thing to do. Also when I’ve recently gained weight which is a contribution factor to depression. Luckily enough, I have someone who never fails to make me happy to counteract the melancholia.

Maybe I’m just being dramatic ;p

eh, aku ni senyap je lately? hahaha.

okwhateverbye.

Malam tadi aku mengantuk. Lalu aku tidurlah. Kerja masih belum disiapkan. Tapi disebabkan bagi menghormati rasa mengantuk, maka aku tidur. Wah, enak. Kemudian pada pukul 12.30 tengah malam aku dikejutkan oleh kekasih menyuruh aku sambung kerja. Wah, berat kepala ku amat! Boleh kata aku tak mampu nak membuka mata. Katanya, dia akan telefon 5 minit lagi sekiranya dia tak nampak aku online. Aku baring lagi, berat kepala masih tak hilang. Lalu, difikirkan tentang dia, aku online, tegur dia.

Bagus, katanya, budak baik.

Aku bangga.

Tapi kepala aku masih lagi berat nak mampus aku rasa bapak aku pun lagi ringan nak didukung. (okay, buat apa nak dukung bapak aku. metafor pelik. haha)

Kemudian, tiba-tiba, tanpa seru, aku kembali kepada sofa di dalam bilik belajar ini. Wah, nikmatnya. Terima kasih mak kerana letak sofabed dalam bilik study. Sangat berguna. Aku pun tertidur. Tiba-tiba, aku bangun. Aku tengok phone, ada misscall. Tengok jam pukul 2.30 pagi tepat. Aku tengok YM kekasih aku tegur. Tapi dia dah tidur. Aku tengok skype, skandal pun tegur. Eh, manade skandal. Bohong itu. Kemudian, tiba-tiba, aku rasa segar. Aku naik bilik, basuh muka. Selesai basuh muka, aku turun tangga. Agak gerun kerana seorang diri di malam-malam. Aku pijak tangga terakhir sambil menarik nafas lega selamat.

Kemudian tiba-tiba,

Me: Mum, is it obvious that I got fatter?

Mum: umm.. boleh la nampak punggung tu besar sikit.

Me: I knew it!